Inexplicable

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Dania

May 1, 2012

You said I made you smile. That your cheesy smile that made you look nineteen. God, I miss that smile.

You said I did inexplicable things to your insides. I.N.E.X.P.L.I.C.A.B.L.E. I remember how I loved the way that sounded at the time. Now I wish you had explained; I should have forced you to explain. If you had, maybe now I’d be able to make those things happen on your insides again.

You said it was the little things. Little things like what, dammit?! The way I crinkled my fingers when I waved at you? My ‘chuckle snort’? I mean, you said that was cute. Was that it?

Remember damn you!

My hair? My distracted, stern pout? My lips? The way I said your name?

Or was it something deeper?

Did you love me because we prayed together? Or because you noticed I was kind to strangers? Was it because I could play video games?

You need to remember; so you can love me again.

I need you to remember. So that I can make you love me again.

21 responses to “Inexplicable”

Dee

May 2, 2012

Love eeet..
“Remember damn you!” Best line.

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 2, 2012
  
  Thank you :)
  
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mystiqqal

May 2, 2012

Awwwwwwwww cute. :’)

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malota

May 2, 2012

Loved this, though it was sad, i certainly can relate to this. You wonder where you went wrong, how you can get that desire for you back….sigh. lovely post.

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 2, 2012
  
  You’re always here Malota, thank you :)
  
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Mike

May 2, 2012

Yeah the lips..choco

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 2, 2012
  
  Lol, that’s the one that you’ll see…smh :)
  
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sade

May 2, 2012

Sheeee’ssssss baaaaackkkkkkk…. Lovely piece

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 2, 2012
  
  I’m not sure we can say that for certain oh…
  
  Thank you :)
  
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Annie

May 2, 2012

She’s back!!! Yayness!!!

I think the reason why I love ur blog so much is cos it almost always feels like u’r writing MY thots. Those words etched in my heart that I jst can’t write, u help me write them. Thank u.

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 2, 2012
  
  You know I think the exact same thing about your blog?
  
  Thank you Annie :)
  
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  1. Annie
    
    May 2, 2012
    
    Aaaaaaaw. 4 real?! I’m honoured, truly. I think u r an EXCEPTIONAL story teller.
    
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kole

May 2, 2012

Good to finally end the pretty long wait. Nice piece :)

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 4, 2012
  
  Thank you, even though I can’t promise that the long waits are over :)
  
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TTXIII

May 11, 2012

Sigh.

People change.
Relationships change.
I suppose the trick is not to remember
The trick is not to go back but to evolve together.

But what do I know?

Le Dania :)

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1. ‘Dania
  
  May 11, 2012
  
  You know what the oddest of things is? I said the EXACT same thing to someone yesterday.
  
  Exact.
  
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trimisiyu

May 11, 2012

Short and concise…nice.

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mee169

May 11, 2012

For some reason I cannot explain, this gave me goosebumps.

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lawrenzo92

May 22, 2012

His Reply:

I hate myself right now. I am here writing in my journal when all I want to do is wrap you around my arms and kiss you so passionately you’d raise your left leg in the air…
The truth is this; I love myself when I’m with you. I find it difficult to do that when you’re not here. In your absence, I am haunted by a plethora of my imperfections, and how inadequate I am. I hate my Big Stomach, but when you’re here I forget about it. I hate the fact that I am bald but when you’re here, it’s all good. I hate a lot of shit about my life, but when I’m near you, all these vanish. I love you. But I can’t let you know that. I don’t know how you feel about me, and I don’t know if I’m ready to confront that. Last night, those bastards were praising him. They all rejoiced in the fact that you finally cracked and slept with one of them. It made me sad, that was the moment I realized that . I still wanted you, all of you….

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isetfiretotherain

May 24, 2012

Hey you’ve been tagged here: http://isetfiretotherain.wordpress.com/2012/05/24/liebster-award/?preview=true&preview_id=249&preview_nonce=02d20f2087

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Ayob Alariwo

June 3, 2012

Hehehe she haff go away o jarey :p get ova it
Nicely written thou :) n kinda swt sha…. x_x *dusts mushy state away :| *

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